pg)104 My head was killing me next day so i went to the doctors. It was a free clinic i went to and it was packed with people. I went there before so it wasn't new to me. pg)105 The doctor looked my age, it was crazy. I tol d him i bumped my head. It didn't seem like he believed but wahtever he went along with it. I had a fever so he told me to get x-rays at the hospital. pg)106 I refuse to go to the hospital i hate em. Then I felt so strange and almost fell over. The doctor had to grab me to keep me from falling. Well yep it looks like im going to the hospital. As soon as he left the room i ran outof the clinic so fast. I wasn't going to no hospital. I swiped a bottle of asprin out of a drug store. pg)107 I went to Steve's after the doctors. I knew his parents wouldn't be home so it was safe. He opened the door for me when i walked up and he looked horrible. His father beat him. It looked worse than if he actaully got into a gang fight. His house was really nice, I was never in it before besides this time. pg)108 I couldn't believe his father actaully hit him like that. He didn't want me to tell no one. No one ever hits Steve. I alywas protect him from everything. I could never even think about my old man beating me up like that. pg)109 Steve wasn't even mad about his dad. He acted like he deserved it when he didn't. He didn't no why I came over. I did because me and Steve needa follow around the motorcycle boy. pg)110 Steve didn't like my idea. I was so scared of whats gonna happen. It just hit me when I got beat up. I dont want the motorcycle boy to leave again ever. pg)111 I asked Steve to help me but he don't wanna. He hadda go to school though, he wanted me to meet him after. He wanted to know why I never asked B.J. or Smokey to help me. They don't no the motodrcycle boy like me and Steve do. They'd porbably laugh at me. Steve called him nuts and I freaked out i pushed him up against the wall. Then I went blank and couldn't see anything. pg)112 When I finally got my sight back i saw Steve and he asked if I was alright. I would have laughed if it was anyone else that was with me when i blanked out, but Steve was different he's my bestfriend. I sat down and thought of Patty. It made me really sad. I hadda ask Steve someting important. I do a lot for that kid. He said, "Dont do it." I couldn't talk anymore i was just gonna cry. pg)113 Steve felt sorry for me and I didn't want him to. Steve was going on about wierd stuff i didn't understand. Everyone I love talks about wierd stuff. All i wanted to do was be like the motorcycle boy. I admired his toughness and indiviuality. pg)114 Steve seemed like he didn't like the motorcycle boy. He wouldn't tell me why either. I got up and left cause i didn't wanna get agry. He changed the subject and said i better go to a doctor, which I did i just didn't go to the hospital. As i was leaving he said that i better let go of the motorcycle boy cause I'd stop believing. I still believe. I've been around him my whole life. Steve gave me a wierd smile. I said bye. He said, "Rusty James, I'm sorry." That was the last time I saw Steve.
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